Rantings On Life And Suicide....

In the past, everyone seemed to fear death but in the present days, death seems to be a trend! An easy access out of problems in life. Every single day I hear about people committing suicide. At least 95% of them are teenagers. This life that you have right now is given to you by God, you certainly have no right to take it away just like that. Your life is precious, why throw it away just like that? Why throw away life, something that you can never get back over some problem that can be resolved? I know that the main cause as to why teenage commit suicide is because of bullying. I definitely have to agree that no one deserves to be bullied but death is just not the way out. The problem of being bullied can be resolved. Talk to someone about it. When you know that there's something that you can't cope and it is getting the best of you, find someone to talk to about it. It could be your mum, dad, older sibling, uncle, aunt, older cousin, teacher, friend or better yet talk to a counsellor. A time in life, everyone would have to go through being bullied by others but suicide is NEVER the answer. I do understand how for some of you,  you have no one to talk to or have already tried every means of communication possible and yet in doesn't work and the only choice is to commit suicide. To all of you who are in this situation, please stop what you're doing, sit down and have a good think. It's not worth it. You are worth so much more than that. Once you have reach this blind route, it is best to seek God. God loves you more than anything. God will not push you away no matter what. He'll love you under any circumstances and when people are cruel to you, call upon God and he'll be there for you. He'll be your friend. Never give up on yourself. You're all too precious to lose. Another thing that is quite commonly occuring in the teenage life is self harming. Self harming is a way to relieve pain when nothing goes right in their life. It happens mostly among teens because us teen sometimes do feel as if no one in this world understand us. And so when a problem arises and there's no one that they can talk to that fully understands them, it may result into them slitting their wrist as a sign to relieve themselves from the pain in life. Society needs to understand that self harming is no playing matter. It is a serious issue. So please don't harm your beautiful body. You're worth so much more than that. You're like a special jewel. There's only one like you. No one can ever replace you or be you. To those who know of anyone who is self harming, don't just leave the matter alone. Please get help. Your body is beautiful, please don't harm it in any way possible. Once someone gains nothing from self harming as they are so used to it, their next option could be suicide. We need to stop this from happening. I don't want any more lives to be lost in such a way. Just think of this, somehow or another, the problems in your life can be solved but once you decide to take away your life, you can never get it back. You certainly cannot revive yourself from being dead. Think about it for a second. All of you are precious, all of you are gorgeous. You're all priceless gems. Don't let anything or anyone get to you. Don't let words bring you down. Yes words can cut like knives but it's up to you to let it get to you or not. All the waters in the ocean could never sink a ship unless it gets inside. Likewise, all the pressures and problems in life can never hurt you unless you let them in. If anyone of you are thinking about suicide or are already suicidal and want to stop, please get some help. Talk to someone about it or seek God if you feel like no one gets you. God will always understand you and the situation that you're going through or if you want you can come talk to me. Just tweet me if you need someone to talk to and I'll be your listening ears. Suicide is never the answer no matter how hard things can get. It makes me really sad to see how many beautiful people are taking their lives away just like that. Please don't do this to yourself. You're worth more than that. You're worth more than anything. Please stop.

And to all you people out there who are the ones hating on others and bullying others, please stop. Try putting yourself in their shoes instead. Believe me, you won't even survive one day being a victim. Being a bully is nothing great. You're not going to get an award or do anyone good not even yourself for being a bully. So if you have ever bullied anyone, please realise that what you have done could have caused someone to think thay death is their only solution out. Please stop and apologize. A sincere apology can do great things to a wounded heart. To all those who have witnessed someone getting bullied, please inform someone so they can help that person to stop bullying others. You can get accomplishment and the feeling of greatness from doing other things. You can gain the feeling of happiness from making other happy. Bullies, please own up and admit your wrong doings. No one can help you until you yourself admit you have a problem. And I just really want to help. So please, admit that you have a problem with bullying and we can help you out. All this bullying in the world needs to stop. No one deserves to be bullied. No one! 

Each and everyone of you are gorgeous and special in your own way. You are all precious gems. Stop suicides. Stop being suicidal. Stop bullying. I love all of you <3

Written by:

Audrey J

Twitter: @Imprfct_AudreyJ

https://twitter.com/Imprfct_AudreyJ

Happy birthday dear brother!

Several fights, numerous arguments,
Has only gotten us closer sans detachments.

My pillar of strength you have always been,
With your presence, my smile's evergreen.
Today on your birthday, sending you warm wishes,
From your sister who loves you to the moon and back.
Today I smile because it's your birthday,
A very special day that should be celebrated in every glorious way.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BROTHER OF MINE


You're not just my brother but you're my best friend. You're always there for me whenever I needed you. You never once left my side no matter how annoying I can get. I don't need words to tell me that you love me cause your actions already tells me that you do. You're my gem, my treasure, my only brother whom I love so much. Though distance may lie between us, we're never far apart because love is not measured by distance, it is measured by the heart. Words can't comprehend how much you mean to me because there's not enough letters in the world for me to express how thankful I am to have you. Today is your special day, I may not there with you but I am forever and always close at heart. I love you so much. Happy birthday Tim <3


written by Audrey Johnson

Brother Of Mine

Brother of mine,
I know that sometimes I may whine,
But deep down,
I find you somewhat divine.

You are smarter than you think,
Smarter than anyone in most ways,
You're wiser than you know,
You've experienced pains and joys,
Some twice your age have never seen,
Because of all these, you are THREE times the man.

Brother of mine,
I could be no prouder,
I will always be here for you,
No matter what occurs or what you're going through,
I will never be too far away,
No matter the distance,
You'll forever and always be in my heart.

"Although miles lies between us, we are never far apart. Although time distance us, we are forever close at heart. Nothing in life can separate us for the bond between us are beyond unbreakable. Though time is the obstacle, I'll always be here no matter what time of the day. If you need someone to talk to or just someone to listen to you; I'll be that someone. ~I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love's suicide. I'll be better when I'm older. I'll be the greatest fan of your life~  In whatever you do, I'll be your greatest supporter and your life cheerleader. ~I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you send me to heaven~ I'll always be by your side and I'll never leave you; whether in good times or bad times. I'll be there for you. I love you dear brother of mine."

Written by:
Audrey J
lovemeforme-perfectlyimperfect

All Indie Artist Awards 2013 - Nomination

Spencer Kane needs everyone's vote to win this years All Indie Artist Awards, with his song called "I Want That". So please tell your friends and family to click on each of these categories below, find his name (Spencer Kane), and vote. It would be really awesome if he wins. Remember, vote for all three. Spencer really appreciates all of your support. And don't forget to follow him on Twitter @IAmSpencerKane and like his Facebook page http://www.facebook.com/SpencerKaneMusic?fref=ts .

Vote for "Best Music Video" --> http://booroo.com/app/rendersurvey.asp?sid=u6nwfdnehq4hydd24378
Vote for "Best Pop Artist" --> http://booroo.com/app/rendersurvey.asp?sid=hvq2hi3a300uxby16329
Vote for "Best R&B Artist" --> http://booroo.com/app/rendersurvey.asp?sid=t3ifac31s5zknah21120

Much love,
Audrey J <3

I've Found The Secrets Of Success In My Room...

The ROOF said - AIM HIGH
The FAN said - BE COOL
The WINDOW said - TAKE PAIN
The CLOCK said - EVERY MINUTE IS PRECIOUS
The MIRROR said - REFLECT BEFORE YOU ACT
The CALENDER said - BE UP TO DATE
The DOOR said - PUSH
And the LIGHTS said - LIGHT THE WAY FOR YOUR FUTURE

Written by,
Audrey J
(All rights reserved)

Spencer Kane - I Want That

Check out Spencer Kane's new original music video called I Want That.

Super proud of my buddy. His talent for singing will just blow you away! Follow him on twitter @IAmSpencerKane and like his Facebook page http://www.facebook.com/SpencerKaneMusic . Support the Kane Train and give him all your love <3

This is what girls go through when it comes to liking someone....

Girls pushes away guys who loves them for those who ignores them. Girls pushes away guys who does everything for them for those who does nothing for them. Girls pushes away guys who misses them everyday for those who has never even thought of them once. I just don't understand that logic! Girls, you need to open your eyes and notice the guy that has always been there for you, caring for you when the guy that you're actually into doesn't give a damn about you. Why go after a guy who doesn't even give a damn about you when a guy who actually cares is right in front of you but you're too blind to see it. Girls, it's time to face reality.

I'm A Girl

I don't smoke,
I don't drink alcohol,
I don't party every weekend,
I don't wear 3 inches of make-up
I don't put sultry pictures of me in my bra online,
I don't make out with lots of guys or girls just to get attention,
I don't have sex just to gain popularity,
I don't go around bitching about others,
I don't spread rumors,
I don't use vulgarities,
I don't curse on others;
INSTEAD:
I drink water and juices,
The only party I attend is family parties,
I don't even wear any make-up,
All pictures of me are fully clothed,
I have yet to have my first kiss,
I'm still a virgin and am saving it for marriage,
I stand up for my love ones,
I am me and I will not change for anyone..

Yes, girls like me do exist and we are real :)

Written by Audrey Johnson.
All rights reserved. 

One Direction Isn't An Inspiration?

Harry : Made me believe that you don't need to be super skinny and gorgeous to get a guy. He taught me that age isn't the biggest problem in any kind of relationship .





Niall: Taught me that it is okay to be different. He made me believe that some guys will really wait for the girl of their dreams, and not just the other way around. 

Louis: Made me believe that it's okay to be immature no matter how old you are. He taught me that people can change and to dress how I like no matter what people say to me.







Liam: Convinced me that if I want something bad enough and if I keep on trying, I will reach my goals even if I fail the first time. He also inspired me to change it up every so often.





Zayn: Taught me that being shy can be a good thing sometimes. Also he taught me that it's okay to be happy with your appearance and to love yourself. 





Now do you believe me? If not, one last thing: They make girls feel beautiful and brought fans closer together. We are a family, a 1D family. Never ever say that 1D isn't an inspiration for they are a huge inspiration in my life <3

originally written by Audrey Johnson
All rights reserved, please do not steal.

Happy Birthday, One Direction

Happy Birthday, One Direction. Two years ago, on this exact day, One Direction was born. In 2010, Niall, Liam, Zayn, Harry and Louis auditioned for X-Factor as solo artists but got put together as a group in bootcamp where they came in third. Then they signed a 2 million record contract with Syco Records. It feels like it was just yesterday that I was watching them on the X-Factor.

 In 2011, they participated in The X-Factor Live Tour, performing to 500000 throughout the UK. They then begun to work on their debut album, recording it in Sweden, UK and US. They released their debut single, What Makes You Beautiful in September landing at number one and also became the most pre-ordered Sony Music Entertainment single in history. Singles 'Gotta Be You' and 'One Thing' peaked within the UK Single Chart Top 10. In December, they started their first UK 'Up All Night' Tour.

In 2012, What Makes You Beautiful  was released in the US in February debuting on the Billboard Hot 100 at number 28 becoming the highest Billboard Hot 100 debut for UK act since 1998. In March, they made their first television appearance in the US on The Today Show; an estimation of 15000 fans showed up. Their album, Up All Night, debuted at number one in the US, making them the first UK group in US chart history to debut at number one. At the Brits award in February, they won Best British Single with What Makes You Beautiful winning over artists like Adele and Ed Sheeran. They have just completed the whole Up All Night tour and are recording their second album now. Very recently, on the 22nd of July, One Direction won three awards at the TCA (Teen Choice Awards); they won Choice Love Song with What Makes You Beautiful, Choice Summer Music Star Group and also Choice Music Breakout Group. They won not one award but THREE! 

From the X-Factor to sold out concerts to winning the Brits and yesterday they won 3 awards at the TCA (Teen Choice Awards). Words just can't explain how proud I am of them. They deserve every single thing that has happen to them. They will make it big and they will make it far. I just can't find enough words to describe how much they mean to me and how much I love them. Although they are far away from me, they are not far from my heart. Once a directioner, always a directioner and a directioner I will always be. One Direction is a part of me that I will never let go. 

originally written by Audrey Johnson
All rights reserved, do not steal.

New cover by Spencer Kane

Check out Spencer Kane's new music cover of Sure Thing (Miguel/ Joseph Somo). His voice has matured a lot since his last music video and I'm extremely proud of him. Great work Spencer :) Follow him on twitter at @IAmSpencerKane ♥ Let's give him our full support and love #kanetrain

July 16, 2012

Find someone who isn't afraid to admit that they miss you. Someone who knows that you're not perfect, but treats you as if you are.  Someone who's biggest fear is losing you. One who gives their heart completely. Someone who not only says the word I love you but also shows that he/she loves you with their actions. Last but not least, find someone who wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning, seeing you in wrinkles and gray hair but still falls in love with you over and over again.

One Direction - End of the Up All Night Tour

So basically, the Up All Night tour has officially ended. Next year, new tour, new album, new songs and even new clothes but hopefully they'll stay the same cuties that I am ever so in love with. I'm incredibly proud of the boys. Look at where they are now. From X-Factor to sold out concerts to winning the Brits. I can't explain how proud I am of the boys. Currently Niall is back in Ireland, Harry is in London, Liam is also in London with his gorgeous girlfriend Danielle, Zayn's in Bradford and Louis is in France with beautiful Eleanor. But there is one thing that I am sad about the tour ending, I never got to experience an Up All Night tour because I live in Asia and they have yet to do an Asian tour. I am just crossing my fingers and just hoping that one day they will do an Asian tour. That'll be like a dream come true. There's nothing more than I could ask for. I just want to have a chance to meet them. Whether it is for 5 seconds or for an entire day, I don't care. I heard that they will be performing for the iTunes Festival 2012 in London, UK on the 20th of September. I was thrilled at first thinking that I would finally get a chance to meet them since I will be in London on the 20th of September but to my dismay, tickets aren't sold. They have to be won and it's only legible for UK residents. So I had to say goodbye to my one and only chance of meeting them. But no matter what, although I have never met them nor do they know I exist, I will always love them. Proud to be part of the One Direction Family and certainly proud to be a true directioner. One Direction, YOU GOT THAT ONE THING! Hopefully my dreams of meeting you or even getting noticed by you will come true.

"So get out get out get outta my head and fall into my arms instead." 
"So get out get out get outta my mind and come on come into my life"
If only this words would really come true. Oh well, a girl can dream can't she :)

Beauty :)

There is so much beauty in life,
Beauty is a gift from God,
Beauty is in the heart of everyone,
Simplicity is beauty.

Beauty is the sun setting into the ocean in the evening,
Truth is beauty and beauty is truth,
Beauty is the best treasure for one's eye,
Beauty is love that is real.

Beauty can be anything,
Beauty can be anywhere,
But most importantly,
Beauty is each and everyone one of us.

"Go look in the mirror. Did it break? No, because you are beautiful. Go stand on the scale. Did it stay error? No, because you're not fat. Look up into the sky. Are you alone? No, because you have God. No one said that you have to be size zero to be beautiful. Don't feel pressured to look one specific way. Tall, thin, curvy, short, fat, white skin or black skin; whatever you are, you are beautiful. You do not need to cake on make-up to be beautiful. Natural beauty wins it all. Be proud of who you are. You're a precious gem and I love all of you just the way you are."

Originally written by Audrey Johnson.
All rights reserved. Please do not steal.

My World..

I open my window

And I see a better tomorrow

I see a world without anger

And a world with our Saviour

A world where cruelty is unknown

And where no one is alone

Where hurt is always forgotten

And no one is ever rotten

A world where every minute is a blessing

And love forever confessing

Where joy is overflowing

And smiles are forever showing

A world where laughs are heard everywhere

And no heart shall know despair

Where every person is understood

And where everything is rightfully good

I dream for my world to be reality

And no longer a fantasy

A world full of love

And God’s glory reigning from above

Originally written by : Audrey Johnson
All rights reserved. Please do not steal.

Why did we want to grow up so fast?

When we were a kid, all we wanted was to grow up. 
WHY? 
Juice becomes alcohol,
Candy becomes weed,
Wafer sticks becomes cigarettes,
Butter knifes becomes razor blades,
Scraped knees become slit wrist,
Death becomes a trend,
Goodbyes meant forever,
Love becomes complicated,
2 + 2 becomes 2x * (5 + 7) * 6 = 5x / 78,
Timeouts become expulsion/suspension,
Training bras become push-up bras
Footie pyjamas become lingerie,
Kisses become sex,
Bicycles become cars,
Society becomes messed up,
Everything seems impossible
Trust becomes non-existent,
Nice girls become sluts,
Nice guys become jerks,
Broken pencil become broken hearts,
Bickers becomes full-on fights,

Now tell me again, why when we were a kid, we wanted to grow up so fast? If I could, then I would turn back time to when I was a child again. If Neverland really existed, I would fly there and be like Peter Pan; staying young forever.

In Life....

In life, there are people who will hurt us and cause us pain;
But we must learn to forgive and forget and not hold grudges.

In life, there are mistakes that we will make;
But we must learn from our wrongs and grow from them.

In life, there are regrets we will have to live with;
But we must learn to leave the past behind and realise that it is something that we can't change.

In life, there are people who we will lose forever and can never have back;
But we must learn to let go and move on.

In life, there are going to be obstacles that will cause interference;
But we must learn to overcome these challenges and grow stronger.

In life, there are fears that will hold us back from what we want;
But we must learn to fight them with the courage from within.

God holds our lives in his hands,
He holds the key to our future and only he knows our fate.
He sees everything and knows everything.
Everything in life really does happen for a reason,
GOD'S REASON.

"No one said that life is easy, but I promise that it will all be worthwhile in the end. Never let obstacles of life tear you down. Instead, you should rise and continue rising like a skyscraper."

Originally written by : Audrey Johnson.
-All rights reserved. Please do not steal-

Letters

Life - 4 simple letters, yet so complicated

Love - 4 simple letters, yet so confusing
Destiny - 7 simple letters, yet so unpredictable
Feelings - 8 simple letters, yet so unexplainable
Words - 5 simple letters, yet they aren't enough to express
Regrets - 7 simple letters, yet they never seem to disappear
Silence - 7 simple letters, yet it can be so loud
Time - 4 simple letters, yet there isn't enough
Sadness - 7 simple letters, yet it lingers everywhere
Pain - 4 simple letters, yet it takes so long to heal
Mistakes - 8 simple letters, yet they can never be erased
Beauty - 6 simple letters, yet so hard to see

Original writer : Audrey Johnson
(copyrighted by Audrey Johnson)
-Please do not steal-

I miss these things...

• Waking up at 8.00am just to watch morning cartoons.
• Not caring what I look like or how I dress like.
• Not worrying if he would like me
• Getting dirty from playing in the park and coming home to take a bubble bath.
• When swearing was such a bad thing
• When there wasn't a such a thing called rumor
• When getting trouble in school is only because you wouldn't share
• When the only number you knew was your house number
• When we didn't spend 5 hours a day on social networking sites (Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter, etc)
• When the only reasons we cried was when we get hurt, our friend/sibling doesn't want to play with us or when someone died.
• Holding your parents hands in the mall
• When the only show we watched was on Disney or Nickelodeon
• When our parents would plan out who we hung out with
• When we did whatever we wanted without being judged
• When we ate whatever we wanted without being called fat
• When we didn't text all day

How to save your heart...

Should: never expect
             never demand
             never assume

Know: your limits
            where to stand
            your role

Don't: get affected
           get jealous
           get paranoid 

Just go with the flow and stay happy

Please support my friend, Spencer Kane :)

Hi to all @IAmSpencerKane fans! Please tune in tomorrow (24th June 2012) on radio2rdj for an exclusive interview of Spencer Kane by @JaseAURadio. He's the one who hosted wednesday drive on @TripleHFM and tomorrow at 12pm AEST for the interview at @radio2rdj. You can tune in online at radio2rdj.com or get it on TUNE IN app! Spread the news #kanetrain. And please follow @JaseAURadio for daily dose of update on what's new in his show and for his awesome support for Spencer!! Dont forget to thank the man! Lets give the man some luvin'!!!

Again, TOMORROW (24th June 2012) between 12pm - 1pm AEST on 2RDJ FM http://www.radio2rdj.com

if you missed it, tune in on WEDNESDAY (27th June 2012) between 5pm - 8pm on Triple H FM http://www.triplehfm.com.au

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One Direction

One Direction, they are my favourite boy band in the entire world. They have truly inspired me and has a big impact in my life. One Direction consists of five boys; Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Niall Horan and Zayn Malik. I found out about them in 2010, during the X Factor. Louis auditioned with Hey There Delilah, Harry with Isn't She Lovely, Liam with Cry Me A River, Niall with So Sick and Zayn with Let Me Love You. They auditioned as solo artists but failed to qualify for the Boys category. After the suggestion from the guest judge, Nicole Scherzinger,(they were too precious to let go) they were put together to form a boy band, thus qualifying for the groups category. ONE DIRECTION WAS BORN! (23rd of July 2010 at 8.22pm). They did not win the X Factor. They placed third but Simon Cowell signed them to Syco Music.
They are a huge impact in my life as their music inspires me and I can relate to it. In addition to that, I love their fun personalities that never fails to brighten up my day or put a smile on my face and make me laugh. They bring so much emotions in my life. Their first ever hit single called What Makes You Beautiful that was released on the 11th of September 2011, certainly helped me through my hardship. I am rather self conscious and insecure about myself at that time especially after the surgery I had in August 2011. During my recovery period, WMYB was my favourite song that I listen to everyday. The song made me feel beautiful. It talks about the little things that girls do and not about how sexy or hot she is but they implied on natural beauty. Ever since then, I became a proud directioner and am proud to be part of the 1D family. I will and forever and always be a fan of One Direction. No matter what happens and although they don't know I exist, I'll be supporting them.

Thing One:

Louis William Tomlinson was born on the 24th of December 1991 in Doncaster, South Yorkshire, England. He is the leader of the group or also known as the Swagmaster from Doncaster. He has brown hair and blue eyes. His favourite colour is dark red. His signature outfit is stripey t-shirt, red chinos and toms or long sleeve shirt, pants, suspenders (braces) and toms. He has a fear of aging and birds. He once had a job at Doncaster Rovers football stadium as a waiter in  their hospitality suites. Louis is a fan of Manchester United. Although he is 20, turning 21, he will forever and always be a kid at heart. He is known for his immature self and the ability to make people laugh. He has a very strong and lovely voice and certainly needs more solo's in the next album. Louis never fails to make me smile. He's always being his funny self in interviews, like playing nerf guns while being interviewed. I miss him in the X Factor video diaries. He makes me laugh until I'm on the verge of tears. He always brightens up my day when I'm feeling down. I also love his hair and his adorable baby face. People who send hates to him have no life. He is an awesome person and is special in his own way. I wish I have a chance to meet him, to tell him how much he means to me and give him a big hug and thanked him for all the days that he has made me smile when I was sad. I love you Lou ♥ You're gorgeous (handsome), don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Follow him on twitter --> @Louis_Tomlinson

Thing Two:

Harold Edward Styles was born on the 1st of February 1994 in Holmes Chapel, Cheshire, England. He is the flirt of the group and is rather cheeky too. He has a way with ladies; the boys think it's because of the curls. He used to be the lead singer of a band called White Eskimos. Before X Factor, Harry used to have a part time job at the Holmes Chapel, W Mandeville Bakery. He was the one who came up with the name One Direction. He has a very nice and strong voice that I believe every girl is in love with. He is a romantic and sweet guy. He's always out to compliment girls, making them feel beautiful. I really love his curly hair. If I get to meet him one day, I really want to touch his curly curly hair. Harry gives his all when it comes to performing; that's something I admire about him. I love his deep Cheshire accent and the way he pronounces words, it is just so cute! He always makes me smile and blush a little whenever he styles his own hair. He makes me melt! Those who send him hates, you might as well get a life! Harry has never done anything bad to you, why send hates to him just because of a mistake he did while singing. Everyone makes mistake, it only means we're human. I wish that I have a chance to meet him and to tell him how much he means to me and give him a big hug and thank him for making me smile by doing the simplest things. I love you Haz ♥ You're gorgeous (handsome). Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Follow him on twitter --> @Harry_Styles

Thing Three:

Liam James Payne was born on the 29th of August 1993 in Wolverhampton, South Midlands, England. He is the sensible one the group or better known as daddy direction. Liam truly inspires me for his determination and perseverance in life. He has only one kidney as when he was young, one of his kidney was scarred dysfunctional. To help cope with the pain, he had to go through 32 injections in his arm in the morning and evening as a child. But look at him now, he's famous, has released an album, a dvd and two books. He's part of the boy band, One Direction. Liam is pretty much called the first-verse guy as he always starts of the song with his beautiful voice. He is a Disney lover, just like me. Liam always makes me smile whenever he does his 1, 2, 3 flick :) I admire his ways of doing a twitcam every once in awhile to tell fans that he appreciate us and without us, there will be no One Direction. Although he is the daddy of the group, I love it when he is all immature during the twitcam, cheering up my gloomy day. I like how he randomly makes animal voices while doing twitcam. Like he barks or quacks randomly. I love how he keeps promises like when he promised to do a twitcam with the boys and he did. Those who send hates to Liam seriously need to go get themselves checked. Liam is a very sweet and lovely guy. I wish I have a chance to meet him and tell him how much he means to me and give him a big hug and thank him for making those cute twitcams that always makes me smile and laugh. I love you Liam ♥ You're gorgeous (handsome), don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Follow him on twitter --> @Real_Liam_Payne

Thing Four:

Niall James Horan was born on the 13th of September 1993 in Mullingar, County Westmeath, Ireland. He is the funny one in the group and our Irish Leprechaun. He isn't a natural blonde. He is actually a dark brunette but bleached his hair when he was 12. Niall is our special snowflake. In the group, he is the only Irish one, the only one who is a left handed and the only one who doesn't have a sister but instead has a brother. He is a Nandos lover and has a super adorable laugh. I'm in love with his cute self and his adorable Irish accent. I love how he is so carefree and find almost everything hilarious. I love that he is such a Belieber. I love his passion for food and he can eat without getting fat. Niall has an angelic voice and needs more solo's in the upcoming album. I wish that I can meet management one day and tell them how awesome Niall is and that they shouldn't treat him differently. He's amazing! Those who send hates to Niall needs to punch themselves in the face. Niall is so sweet and adorable, harmless like a baby penguin. And to those who only like him after he started wearing braces to correct his teeth and going to gym, you people are dumb! For your information, I fell in love with Niall even before he started working out and wore braces. I wish I have a chance to meet him and tell him how much he means to me and give him a cuddly hug and thank him for being so cute and making my heart melt. I love you Nialler ♥ You're gorgeous (handsome), don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Follow him on twitter --> @NiallOfficial

Thing Five: 

Zayn Javadd Malik was born on the 12th of January 1993 in West Lane, Bradford, England. He is the vain one in the group or better known as Bradford Bad Boy and DJ Malik. He is a Muslim; his dad is a Pakistani and his mum is British. Although Zayn is a secret bad boy, he is actually kinda shy. He used to collect comics as a kid. Zayn wrote the verse that he sings in What Makes You Beautiful. I find it very cute when he bits his lips or pouts. It's so adorable! I like it when his hair is up in a quiff and I also like his hair when it looks like he just got out of the bed or out of the shower. I love Zayn's high pitch when he sings especially the one in Tell Me A Lie. That was amazing. He has an amazing voice, very melodious. I love how he likes the mirror, just like me. I can't help by smile really wide whenever he says 'Vas Sapning". It's so catchy and cute, yet funny. To all those who hate Zayn just because he's Muslim, go and bury yourself. I'm a Christian but I love Zayn and accept him for being who he is. Being a Muslim isn't going to stop me from loving him. He is who he is, a very special person. I wish I have a chance to meet him and tell him how much me means to me and give him a little cuddle and thank him for making me smile and for being adorably hot! I love you Zayn ♥ You're gorgeous (handsome), don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Follow him on twitter --> @zaynmalik


There are lots more that I would like to say about them but just can't put them into words. I really wish that one day my dreams of meeting them would come true and that they will do an Asian tour someday. Although I may not be able to meet them anytime soon, seeing them on the television or youtube really lightens up my heart and makes me glow. It would really mean so much to me to even get noticed by them or least, having them read this post of mine and knowing how much they mean to me. One Direction, you've got that one thing! I love you guys!


-written by: Audrey Johnson-
Please do not steal.. 

Important message...

Hey you!

Yes, you :) Stop being unhappy with yourself. You are imperfectly perfect. Stop wishing that you looked like someone else or wishing for people to like you as much as they like someone else. You are who you are for a reason. God made everyone to be special and unique in your very own way. The word ugly and hideous does not exist in God's dictionary. If you want to know what's my meaning of ugly? U.G.L.Y = U're Gorgeous, Love Yourself. Stop trying to get the attention from those who hate you. There are many others in the world who will love you for who you are. Stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your quirks and your flaws. Instead, love them! That's what makes you unique and different. You're special! Without those things, you wouldn't be you. And why do you want to be anybody else? Be confident with who you are and smile. Nothing drives your enemies crazier than seeing you have a good life. Just be yourself, it'll draw people in. These people will be the genuine ones that will stick by you when millions are against you. If anyone hates on you because you are happy with being yourself then just turn your back against them and walk off with your head held high. Do not stoop down to all those low-life people. They just want to make you feel bad about yourself to make them feel superior. Be proud of who you are. Each one of you are gorgeous. Intelligence is sexy; don't act dumb to get attention. Don't colour your face with make-up as if your face is a colouring book. Natural beauty wins it all. A little make-up is good, but don't marinate in it. It'll make you look like a barbie and by the way, barbies are plastic and fake; and that'll just attract the wrong attention. 

My happiness will not depend on others anymore. I'm happy because I love who God made me to be. I love my flaws and imperfections as they make me, me and 'me' is pretty amazing and rather awesome.

Boys and Girls: YOU'RE G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. God loves each and every one of you. All of you are SPECIAL

Spencer Kane

This is Spencer Kane., a good friend of mine. He's   15, turning 16 in October. He's from Kendallville,  Indiana. For his age, he is extremely talented and super amazing. He's AWE...wait for it.... SOME! :) He's not only gifted in music but he is gifted in sports as well. Congrats Spencer, for winning the tourneys. Really proud of ya. Check out his original music and his music covers here http://www.youtube.com/spencerkanemusic.  Please check his latest single called Lovely Day. "Then I think of you, and the world's alright with me. Just a thought of you and I know it's going to be a...Lovely Day". (His voice in this song is auto tuned cause it sounded good with the song) Also check out his songs called Knowing and Best Friends. They're super amazing. And don't forget about his amazing cover of the song Evenings in London, originally by Cody Simpson. 
I've never met anyone as amazing as him. He treat his fans as friends and tries his best to interact with them. According to him, without fans, he'll just be singing to himself. This is why I admire him. I also admire his courage to step up and continue pursuing his singing after a couple of really experienced judges told him that he can sing. All of his original music is written by him with the help of his dad and his dad's cousin. He's really really talented and needs to be noticed by some big shot person who will give him a record deal. He really deserves it. But no matter what, I'm still proud of my friend Spencer Kane :) 

Now just waiting for him to come on Skype or Twitter to tell me the news :)

http://www.spencerkanemusic.com/ --> his official website
http://spencerkanemusic.com/downloads.cfm  --> you can download anything you want on this page.
http://www.reverbnation.com/artist/questions/artist_1516225 --> Ask Spencer Kane your questions here
http://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/spencer-kane/id448880622 --> His songs are now available on iTunes now

FOLLOW HIM ON TWITTER --> @IAmSpencerKane

Childhood Days

I miss being a kid. I miss having birthdays parties in class with cupcakes and party bags with junk food and sweets in it. I still remember those times when I would fall asleep on the couch and wake up the next morning on the bed. I miss being able to run around playing freeze tag, police and thief, What Time Is It, Mr. Wolf, etc without getting tired. I miss putting my head down on the pillow at night and knocking right out with no worries or cares. But now before bed, tons of thought will be running through my head, disrupting my sleep and I always end up in tears. I miss eating how much I want without the thought of how much weight that I'm going to gain. Now the society calls you fat if they see you taking extras or even taking an extra cookie or two. I miss waking up on Saturday mornings to watch early morning cartoons like Teletubbies and Pokemon. I miss not being stressed up and when everything was pure and simple. Now I've got to handle the stress of relationships, society and peer pressure. I miss being able to dress up as I like. Now I've got to worry whether am I wearing the latest trend or am I wearing last weeks fashion. I miss being able to be me and not be labelled as a punk, goth, prep, tomboy, popular or loner. I miss the times when everyone was innocent and didn't think too much. Now I've got to watch every single word I say as the minds of the society is corrupted. I miss those times where you can listen to any kind of music without being judged. Now you got to listen to the latest artist. If you listen to old school music, people think you're lame. HELLO? Since when music has an expiry date? But what I miss most of all, was the time that never seemed to run out. Now I'm rushing for time. I'm growing up too fast meaning my brother is leaving to university soon, my favourite cousins are becoming adults and my parents are aging. Will time just slow down? I still want to be a kid. I'm not ready for college. I'm not ready to wake up and not see my brother at home. I don't want to lose my parents, I'm nothing without them. But sadly, time waits for no one. I just got to make with the time I have. No matter how fast I grow up, there's a promise that I made to myself, I'll always be a kid at heart.  

This song makes me cry everytime. It reminds me of the times when I was a baby; cute and innocent and then I grew into a toddler. From a toddler to a kid. From a kid to a teen. I'm in my teen years now and in a couple of years I'm off to University in a foreign country. Then I'll be an adult. But no matter what I'll always be a daddy's girl and the very same infant my mummy held on the first day.

Hope

When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is doom,
When your bones are racked with grim despair,
When every breath is a gasp of air,
Keep on going though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need to excuse!
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain and just follow the heart.
Take baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope one day at a time,
Though the road may be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past they should be dead,
The fears of the future is all in your head.
Just live in the present and never mope,
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

-Original writer: Audrey Johnson. Written on: 8th of November 2010

Back to Blogging

Hey everyone,

How's it going? I haven't been blogging in a long long time. It's been moons back since I updated my blog. Well, due to the IGCSE exams and stuffs, I couldn't find time for anything else except study. But since I've graduated, I'm back to blogging, tweeting and tumblring. Follow me at @AudreyJ_1D and also check out my personal tumblr http://imperfectlyperfect-1direction.tumblr.com/ and also my One Direction imagines tumblr http://directioner-1d-imagines.tumblr.com/