QOTD

1. It hurts to like someone and not be liked in return. But what is more painful is to like someone and never growing the courage to let the person know how you feel. 

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you but only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let them go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind which you can sit with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we won't know what we've got until we lose it. But, it is also true that we won't know what we're missing until it arrives.

5. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go and be who you want to be. It's because you only have one life and one chance to do what you want in life.

6. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything. They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Written by: Audrey J
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Quotes Of The Day...

1.  Determination is the ability to follow something without fail; to persist till the goal is reached..
2. True love is worth waiting for even if it takes a lifetime. Then in return, a lifetime of love will be waiting for you.
3. The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, heard and even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
4. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But  a loving word may heal and bless.
5. When life puts you into tough situations, don't say "Why me?" But instead say "Try me."

Written by Audrey Johnson.

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BULLYING

Every single day, I hear about people getting bullied and people committing suicide because of being bullied. It hurts my heart seeing how terrible society has become and we have no one else to blame but ourselves. Bullying, it's just horrible. Being an outcast, disregarded is the most outrageous thing that some teenagers have to go through. 

A few weeks ago, I saw a post on Twitter. A girl was telling another girl that her birth was an accident and she should die and do the world a good. This is not the first time I'm seeing something like this. This has even happened to me and I'm not going to deny, it hurts! I just can't believe it. What has the world turned into? How dare you tell another that them being alive, being born into this world is a mistake? An accident? Who are you to say that? Are you God? NO! Everyone is brought into this world for a reason, a special purpose. They are here to live their life with that special purpose. You have no right to judge anyone. Judging someone does not define who they are, it defines who YOU are. 

It kills seeing the amount of teenagers suffering from depression just cause of bullying. Depression resulting into self-harming cause they feel that no one cares. Who made them feel this way? Society does! Society is just cruel. The world is cold and judgemental. Being judged for everything and anything that you do. It's just really sad to see what people have turned into. How I wish the world could be a better place. Just full of love and ever-green smiles.

I'm often questioned, "Who are you to talk about bullying?" I can talk about bullying only because I've been through being bullied for about 10 years now. Constantly being disregarded, treated like an outcast, insulted, mocked, being put down; it lowers my self confidence and self esteem. Even till today, I'm constantly being bullied. I can never deny, it really hurts. But H.O.P.E = Hold On Pain Ends. I live by this quote, 'All the waters in the ocean could never sink a ship unless it gets in. Likewise, all the pressures, problems and pain in life can never hurt you unless you let them in.' I know that words do cut like knives but we can make a choice and that is to not let it affect us. I'm not saying that it is going to be easy. It take time, strength, faith and hope. But you can do it, just give it a try, I have faith in all of you. If I can do it and push away all the hurtful words being thrown at me, all of you can do it as well. None of the words affect me like they used to. I treat these hurtful words just like a piece of trash; meaningless and worthless. So give yourself a chance. Throw away that piece of rope that you're clinging on and grab onto a ray of hope. 

To all those teenagers out there who are going through bullying, you are NOT alone. There's always someone out that who cares. I CARE! You are never alone. Your imperfections are what makes you perfect. And being just the way you are is awesome. You're awesome. You're beautiful/handsome, you're worth it, you're amazing. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. No one deserves to be treated terribly. Each and everyone of you in this world, are priceless gems and I love all of you just the way you are.

To society, bullying has to stop. It's time for a change. Be one of the kind. Be the change in this world, help make a difference. Each and everyone of you, open up your hearts and open up your minds and listen. Silence is the most powerful cry. Even the most simplest thing, like a comforting hug or a listening ear, can do lots to a pleading heart. The change has to start with yourself before you can change the world. Be one of the kind, change for the better.

BE ONE OF THE KIND!

Written by:

Audrey J.

I do not own this song. It belongs to Spencer Kane.

All rights reserved.

Rantings On Life And Suicide....

In the past, everyone seemed to fear death but in the present days, death seems to be a trend! An easy access out of problems in life. Every single day I hear about people committing suicide. At least 95% of them are teenagers. This life that you have right now is given to you by God, you certainly have no right to take it away just like that. Your life is precious, why throw it away just like that? Why throw away life, something that you can never get back over some problem that can be resolved? I know that the main cause as to why teenage commit suicide is because of bullying. I definitely have to agree that no one deserves to be bullied but death is just not the way out. The problem of being bullied can be resolved. Talk to someone about it. When you know that there's something that you can't cope and it is getting the best of you, find someone to talk to about it. It could be your mum, dad, older sibling, uncle, aunt, older cousin, teacher, friend or better yet talk to a counsellor. A time in life, everyone would have to go through being bullied by others but suicide is NEVER the answer. I do understand how for some of you,  you have no one to talk to or have already tried every means of communication possible and yet in doesn't work and the only choice is to commit suicide. To all of you who are in this situation, please stop what you're doing, sit down and have a good think. It's not worth it. You are worth so much more than that. Once you have reach this blind route, it is best to seek God. God loves you more than anything. God will not push you away no matter what. He'll love you under any circumstances and when people are cruel to you, call upon God and he'll be there for you. He'll be your friend. Never give up on yourself. You're all too precious to lose. Another thing that is quite commonly occuring in the teenage life is self harming. Self harming is a way to relieve pain when nothing goes right in their life. It happens mostly among teens because us teen sometimes do feel as if no one in this world understand us. And so when a problem arises and there's no one that they can talk to that fully understands them, it may result into them slitting their wrist as a sign to relieve themselves from the pain in life. Society needs to understand that self harming is no playing matter. It is a serious issue. So please don't harm your beautiful body. You're worth so much more than that. You're like a special jewel. There's only one like you. No one can ever replace you or be you. To those who know of anyone who is self harming, don't just leave the matter alone. Please get help. Your body is beautiful, please don't harm it in any way possible. Once someone gains nothing from self harming as they are so used to it, their next option could be suicide. We need to stop this from happening. I don't want any more lives to be lost in such a way. Just think of this, somehow or another, the problems in your life can be solved but once you decide to take away your life, you can never get it back. You certainly cannot revive yourself from being dead. Think about it for a second. All of you are precious, all of you are gorgeous. You're all priceless gems. Don't let anything or anyone get to you. Don't let words bring you down. Yes words can cut like knives but it's up to you to let it get to you or not. All the waters in the ocean could never sink a ship unless it gets inside. Likewise, all the pressures and problems in life can never hurt you unless you let them in. If anyone of you are thinking about suicide or are already suicidal and want to stop, please get some help. Talk to someone about it or seek God if you feel like no one gets you. God will always understand you and the situation that you're going through or if you want you can come talk to me. Just tweet me if you need someone to talk to and I'll be your listening ears. Suicide is never the answer no matter how hard things can get. It makes me really sad to see how many beautiful people are taking their lives away just like that. Please don't do this to yourself. You're worth more than that. You're worth more than anything. Please stop.

And to all you people out there who are the ones hating on others and bullying others, please stop. Try putting yourself in their shoes instead. Believe me, you won't even survive one day being a victim. Being a bully is nothing great. You're not going to get an award or do anyone good not even yourself for being a bully. So if you have ever bullied anyone, please realise that what you have done could have caused someone to think thay death is their only solution out. Please stop and apologize. A sincere apology can do great things to a wounded heart. To all those who have witnessed someone getting bullied, please inform someone so they can help that person to stop bullying others. You can get accomplishment and the feeling of greatness from doing other things. You can gain the feeling of happiness from making other happy. Bullies, please own up and admit your wrong doings. No one can help you until you yourself admit you have a problem. And I just really want to help. So please, admit that you have a problem with bullying and we can help you out. All this bullying in the world needs to stop. No one deserves to be bullied. No one! 

Each and everyone of you are gorgeous and special in your own way. You are all precious gems. Stop suicides. Stop being suicidal. Stop bullying. I love all of you <3

Written by:

Audrey J

Twitter: @Imprfct_AudreyJ

https://twitter.com/Imprfct_AudreyJ

Happy birthday dear brother!

Several fights, numerous arguments,
Has only gotten us closer sans detachments.

My pillar of strength you have always been,
With your presence, my smile's evergreen.
Today on your birthday, sending you warm wishes,
From your sister who loves you to the moon and back.
Today I smile because it's your birthday,
A very special day that should be celebrated in every glorious way.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BROTHER OF MINE


You're not just my brother but you're my best friend. You're always there for me whenever I needed you. You never once left my side no matter how annoying I can get. I don't need words to tell me that you love me cause your actions already tells me that you do. You're my gem, my treasure, my only brother whom I love so much. Though distance may lie between us, we're never far apart because love is not measured by distance, it is measured by the heart. Words can't comprehend how much you mean to me because there's not enough letters in the world for me to express how thankful I am to have you. Today is your special day, I may not there with you but I am forever and always close at heart. I love you so much. Happy birthday Tim <3


written by Audrey Johnson

Brother Of Mine

Brother of mine,
I know that sometimes I may whine,
But deep down,
I find you somewhat divine.

You are smarter than you think,
Smarter than anyone in most ways,
You're wiser than you know,
You've experienced pains and joys,
Some twice your age have never seen,
Because of all these, you are THREE times the man.

Brother of mine,
I could be no prouder,
I will always be here for you,
No matter what occurs or what you're going through,
I will never be too far away,
No matter the distance,
You'll forever and always be in my heart.

"Although miles lies between us, we are never far apart. Although time distance us, we are forever close at heart. Nothing in life can separate us for the bond between us are beyond unbreakable. Though time is the obstacle, I'll always be here no matter what time of the day. If you need someone to talk to or just someone to listen to you; I'll be that someone. ~I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love's suicide. I'll be better when I'm older. I'll be the greatest fan of your life~  In whatever you do, I'll be your greatest supporter and your life cheerleader. ~I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you send me to heaven~ I'll always be by your side and I'll never leave you; whether in good times or bad times. I'll be there for you. I love you dear brother of mine."

Written by:
Audrey J
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All Indie Artist Awards 2013 - Nomination

Spencer Kane needs everyone's vote to win this years All Indie Artist Awards, with his song called "I Want That". So please tell your friends and family to click on each of these categories below, find his name (Spencer Kane), and vote. It would be really awesome if he wins. Remember, vote for all three. Spencer really appreciates all of your support. And don't forget to follow him on Twitter @IAmSpencerKane and like his Facebook page http://www.facebook.com/SpencerKaneMusic?fref=ts .

Vote for "Best Music Video" --> http://booroo.com/app/rendersurvey.asp?sid=u6nwfdnehq4hydd24378
Vote for "Best Pop Artist" --> http://booroo.com/app/rendersurvey.asp?sid=hvq2hi3a300uxby16329
Vote for "Best R&B Artist" --> http://booroo.com/app/rendersurvey.asp?sid=t3ifac31s5zknah21120

Much love,
Audrey J <3